it's better

I trust people very easily. At the same time, I also don't trust anyone at all.

I trust people in the sense that I allow myself to take the risk in believing their feelings; accepting their feelings. I guess I can also say, I trust myself this much to believe my own feelings, but that's going into a different tangent. I'm a considerably happy person, so it doesn't take a lot for me to genuinely smile, but then there will be times when it gets too good. Ironically, that's when the trust starts to be doubted.

I can completely trust someone with my mind, but can't fully trust them with my heart. Anyone who has ever had a broken heart can probably relate. A broken heart's defense mechanism is to lock itself up, away from love and even farther away from trust. Even when the mind tells me 'it's going to be okay,' my heart will inevitably doubt every action, question every word, and create every possible situation that can ever happen; improbable ones included.
At least it's getting better now, or am I just setting an even deeper trap for myself?